From The Coaches Desk
“To now see the fruit of what I committed to years ago come to pass is an
understatement. As I stand on what many call a stage, but what I’ve experienced as an
altar of sacrifice and take the same steps of this commitment causes my insides to
shake under the glory of the Lord that resounds as the women declare together: I am a
woman who refuses to live in the stronghold of fear, but will live in the freedom of
believing in the possibilities of God based on Ephesians 3:20 21 MSG God can do
anything, you know- far more than you could ever imagine or guess or request in your
wildest dreams! He does it not by pushing us around but by working within us, his Spirit
deeply and gently within us. I will safeguard my wholeness with integrity and commit to
my design with boldness! What started as one now has multiplied! To know that these
women were once buried alive under the dirt of fear, insecurities, identity crisis, and
demonic threats now roar with spirit-filled empowerment to speak up and allow their
God-given originality to show up and not the shadows of their past bring tears of joy to
my eyes. To know that I had the privilege of meeting God’s next is an honor.”
DREAM
The Coach's
I’ve always dreamed of becoming some type of surgeon. This dream was my personal pursuit
due to my own story of having to go under multiple reconstructive surgeries since birth to
remove a birth defect that carried the possibility of turning into cancer. I was fascinated with
helping others in removing potential life- threatening conditions as well as problem- solving.
While enduring my own surgeries, watching the hope given to my parents from doctors that we
were getting closer to the predicted outcome never left my heart to one day accomplish
something similar to the people I was destined to encounter during my lifetime.
I’ve had various personal experiences that shaped my journey specifically my upbringing in a legalistic church. At the age of seventeen, I didn’t know who I was outside of what leadership told me to be and felt the devastation of not knowing who I was supposed to become to make
a life for myself. I was plagued with mental fog for years and just allowed others to make decisions for me thinking that “they knew best”. As time went on, the unhappiness in my life turned into rebellion against my parents, leading me to become pregnant at the age of twenty.
This began another chapter of devastation as I confessed this to my previous Pastor, who gathered my parents and I in a dark basement of the church to “pray the baby away”. I felt a darkness cover me. Before I knew it, I had made a devastating decision on my own- I was a numb laying on a table at an Abortion clinic! After this moment I met God for real! He alone gave me my identity as a daughter of God! As I took my own journey of healing, a Spirit- led Coach stated, “God was decided about his plans for me before I formed an opinion or had an experience that introduced me to doubt.” I left that place of legalism and never went back! The Lord took me
in, blew off the ashes, loved me up, and gave me reason!
As I look back at my story, I’ve learned to never make the mistake again of allowing people, places, and things to rob me of my voice. I have also realized that journeying with the Lord is scary at times, but never to allow the spirit of sabotage to be my excuse when needing to take a
leap of faith. There is profit from trials! I have learned the supernatural power in allowing James 1:2-4 NKJV to be my mindset when looking at all those moments the devil wanted to end my life- “My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be
perfect and complete, lacking nothing.” Because of Jesus I lack nothing.
I have become liberated from the aftermath side effects that developed as one comes out of this type of toxic environment. Learning God for the first time, removing the voices of memory recall, and taking my will power back are just a few transformational areas that I’ve walked through successfully.
The Coach's Story
Our
Mission
Soul Suite 412 is...
all about building personalized transformational coaching solutions God’s way, aimed to repair damages within a woman who has suffered narcissistic abuse. This is achieved through deep soul examinations and the utilization of Biblical principles that serve as scalpels to cut away at the aftermath of detrimental thought patterns. The outcome grants
implementation of the proper mindset so transformational outcomes can develop such as wholeness, integrity, and boldness. This cutting-edge
method of help can position the client to finally hear her voice and achieve goals with the reward of becoming fearless to every stage she’s called to
conquer!
The focus for Soul Suite 412 is...
to stitch up every woman’s voice to finally rise, roar with empowerment, and live out her God given originality! This is spiritual surgery to every woman who’s no longer wanting to live buried under the dirt of fear, insecurities, identity crisis, nor demonic threats and ready to experience spirit-filled transformation!
Our
Vision
WELCOME TO SOUL SUITE 412
TAKE AWAYS
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Biblical principles can take care of our deepest wounds
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When it opens us up our response is simply to listen and obey to see the benefits of healthy healing
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No level of pain can resist the power of God’s Word
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Everyone goes through painful moments in life- But now there’s a special place to actually get to the other side of the trauma.
I hope to see you in the room - Your Identity Recovery Coach,
Crystal Billingsley